End of the year

School ended on Friday. I have to say that it was not like in the movies where everyone is excited to leave. I honestly couldn't care less if school was over or not. I already miss my friends... and some of my teachers. I hardly got to say goodbye to some of my classmates. I keep re-reading my yearbook notes and they almost bring tears to my eyes; only now do I see how much my teachers and friends appreciated my endless work. I appreciate it now, but this last year has been hell. The trip to Durango was an amazing way to end the year but it almost ripped my heart out. I have made so many memories on that trip that I now long to go back. At least I'm going to the Bahamas and Costa Rica and Warped tour. Anyone else going to Warped in Arizona? Hit me up!! Someone kik me at rebelution159 (: Have an amazing summer. I will be sure to make frequent updates for those that actually contact me from here.

Durango

So the trip is actually fun! We went rafting yesterday; I haven't had more fun in a very long time. The picture is of our tent. I thought it logged pretty so I took a picture. We only have today left and we're leaving tomorrow. Today we're going hiking and our teachers are taking us to a spa after. I'm excited. It'll be nice to be in hot water after freezing here. The oil for my hair froze last night. Two nights ago I couldn't sleep because of how cold I was. Anyway, hope you enjoy the end of the school year. Summer is almost here!

Durango

I am going to Durango, Colorado with some classmates on Monday! Problem is, most of them absolutely hate me. Maybe I can fall into the river while rafting and no one will notice. This is so insanely stressful. I will try to make the most of this. After all, it might be fun and I'm just not giving it a chance! :) Remember to smile today!

It's my birthday guys!! I'm so happy! I hope your day was great. I just have 2 more finals to rock and then...SUMMER! Whoop!!! Remember to smile :3 follow my blog if you get the chance!

AP test

I took the AP US Government and Politics test today! It was good. I think I did well. AP tests are so stressful! After school my precalc teacher signed my yearbook but he wrote a whole paragraph. He told me that most teachers spend their entire teaching career looking for a student like me but he was lucky enough to get on in his first year as a high school teacher. This made me cry. A lot. I love this teacher, so much. I hope that I have him for AP Calculus next year. That would make me really happy. Finals are the rest of this week, I will rock them, I have to. For all of you taking finals or AP tests this week, good luck!!! xoxo

Good evening! So I wanted to take this time out of your day to talk about bands. I love bands. Metalcore, deathcore, hardcore, post-hardcore, you name it, I love it. But my favorite bands are Motionless In White, Blessthefall, Black Veil Brides, Dream on Dreamer, Linkin Park, Chelsea Grin, Suicide Silence, Memphis May Fire, and Pierce the Veil. These bands give me so much hope. Whenever I'm having a bad day, boom there they are for me. They make me realize that life isn't all darkness. There is the light at the end of the tunnel. They help me get over the fear of falling and never getting up. There's one person that I especially love: Jeffree Star. Don't like trans people? Stop reading now. Jeffree loves himself for who he is regardless of the hate. I want to be like that. Jeffree gives me reasons to love myself for me. He shows me that I don't have to be the same as everyone else for people to like me...and I don't have to have black hair to like hardcore music. What Jeffree has taught me is HUGE and I don't think I'll ever be able to thank him for all that he's done for me. Jeffree Star... I love you so so so so much. If you,reader, are feeling alone, I'm here for you. I'm here to listen to the good, the bad, and the ugly. If you've had a bad day, week, month, etc. drop the blade, put down the light, and go outside. Breathe in the smell of nature (if you live near nature) and smile because life is beautiful. Someday, no matter how dark life is right now, you will see that life is worth living.

I'm baaaaaaack! It's a few days before my birthday and I'm extremely excited. This weekend I get to go down to Build-A-Bear and Hot Topic (for band merch) with my bestfriend and Krispy Kreme after! Turn up! :3